HM: what’s your doll that is ultimate dream?

IE: My ultimate doll dream is become impossibly pretty. Perfect locks, perfect human anatomy, perfect but adaptable character, healthier lifestyle, perfect clothing, little face, doe-like eyes, tiny nose, etc.

October 2017. Image thanks to Insanity’s Equilibrium.

Finally I contacted Kiya K., also CinnaDolly, Residing Doll. “Kiya lives in Southern California, where CinnaDolly brings together Kiya’s fascination with Lolita tradition, human body modification, lifestyle fashion, and BDSM. Kiya has embraced her passion to be living art since a teenager, whenever dial-up modems remained brand new and there was clearly no internet. Today, Kiya lives and explores environments that are surreal self-assigned projects to go deeper into sparkly territory.

Kiya K: Dollification if you ask me means the creating of an individual as a doll, mainly within an visual means, but additionally there is certainly this going in to the mind-set of a doll,

Also, plus the playing out of situations through roleplaying too. Roleplaying is generally done in pairs, though individuals who identify as ‘living dolls’ definitely meet up merely to occur, though that’s maybe maybe not so much what dollification implies; dollification often relates to the becoming or making another become a doll or behave like a doll with kink overtones or implications.

HM: what sort of doll would you like being?

KK: i do believe for each and every doll, there was a various doll to be. Dolls are diverse. Dolls are multifaceted. Dolls evolve. They appear to be more available to growing and changing than a lot of the people. I’m not really certain to understand where to start to resolve issue.

In the event that you suggest stylistically, being truly a doll plus an abiding desire for Lolita and Harajuku4 -inspired, over-the-top, and queer femme influenced style get together for me like chocolate hot fudge over ice cream by having a maraschino cherry at the top – yummmm. I’m able to elaborate: Lolita fashion talks in my opinion as a design this is certainly about pursuing ideals of design, femininity, and beauty that draws for a range that is diverse of. A number of the fashion and exactly how its documented may project pretty much sexiness, however it’s absolutely about pressing boundaries for me personally.

One other way to resolve issue: I’m a switchy, delicate, compassionate, often dominating, often submissive, frequently receptive, often powerful, sometimes delicate doll with a good feeling of herself. You simply will not look for a replicant that is compliant here. I will be adept at an array of abilities and practices, both to generate and stay of solution to those that I deem safe in my situation to allow my guard down around.

HM: Has this changed as time passes?

KK: There is certainly a development. Additionally, the social individuals who I am a doll with influence just how this unfolds. Sorry we don’t here have more details.

HM: can you remember exactly exactly how it started for you personally?

KK: I dated an individual who often defined as a doll. I was introduced by her to Lolita fashion too. The two of us involved with dollification roleplaying. Then, perhaps perhaps not long after, we dated somebody else who was simply into dollification, too. It’s a pretty thing that is common now, during my relationships. I would personallyn’t be surprised if We mostly date folks who are into some aspect or perhaps one other of dollifcation for the remainder of my entire life.

It’s very liberating to become a doll, to look at this mind-set and live into this role- play to be an even more perfect creation.

HM: Is this something you will do along with other individuals now? Do you have got an ‘owner’ or possibly other dolls?

KK: Yeah, when I stated, there clearly was defnitely a residential area of individuals, some into more the fashion and lifestyle facet of Lolita, plus some folks who are more in to the roleplaying and energy trade aspects that draw upon and enact kink / BDSM techniques. It’s about living in an elevated framework of understanding and presence, i do believe.

We don’t have actually an owner, but I’m open to using an owner, one day. I’m also open to having other dolls, yes. Located in a doll house or apartment with other dolls is the most useful.

HM: Can you describe the method of the method that you transform as a doll?

KK: i will be constantly a doll.

HM: Something I’m particularly enthusiastic about is just exactly how an individual might replace the means they move and act actually if they are doll. Like, would you be nevertheless or as an example?

KK: No. Possibly some individuals do that, but also for me personally, being truly a residing doll is about being such as for instance a replicant from Blade Runner. I’m self- mindful, I have actually emotions and ideas. I worry being deterred forever, 1 day.

HM: and it is here an alternate state that is mental you’re a doll? What exactly is that like?

KK: Well, sure, nonetheless it hinges on the social people I’m with, the environment.

HM: what’s the benefit of being a doll?

KK: I’ve pointed out a couple of things: It’s very liberating to be always a doll, to consider the mind-set and live into role-play to be an even more perfect creation. Then there’s the part of changing my human body become a significantly better doll. I’m increasing funds to own facial cosmetic surgery, breast augmentation, plus some liposuction and fat grafting, along with possibly modification to my vocals and bone tissue size decrease, due to the fact technology arrives and may be safely implemented. I am getting my ears pointed by Samppa von Cyborg in April in European countries. This is certainly most likely where I’m somewhat different than a number of the Lolitas and much more such as the #plasticfantastic bimbofication audience. Even though we don’t entirely think about myself aspiring to bimbofy myself, right here our interests overlap in plastic cosmetic surgery and human body modification.